Fun

A little thought to share.

Fun is meaningful and worth the time when done once in a while.

When you're stressed out, why not a grab some friends, have a drink, have a talk or catch a movie? It's always fun to have them around.

Tomorrow's schedule's back to gym gym gym work work practice practice perform. SUCK MAD. If you ask me. But I gotta do what I gotta do. Can't wait to quit everything and stay at home and be bored.

Btw, Samantha Jones has broad shoulders which make her look like a man. The only part of her that makes her hot is that she knows how to seduce men.

FEEL the music. FEEL IT.

"Wan Ying, don't be so kayu can?"

Ever since I entered ICOM, that's the comment I received most on my playing.

"FEEL the music."

"Move a bit lah!"

Think I don't know my problem ah...

Went for this audition recently. Ended up getting the same comment. Techniques okay, just... No feel.

What is feelings? How to feel? That has always been my question. Until now, it is unanswered. I need to realize something. That something will definitely be the key to the kayu heart, the answer to my question.

Feelings. The most important essence in music. Is it because I do not understand the piece of music I play? Or is it because I ignore the story the music's trying to tell? Or both.

I feel words. I feel graphics. I just didn't feel music. And I feel like a total failure.

Since Jan, I've been trying out at different companies and bands. All ended up in the black hole.

Weird enough. It doesn't seem to motivate me to TRY to FEEL the music. Or, I didn't even try.

I should've gotten used to being called a 'kayu'. But it's a mixed feeling now. I don't know what I'm feeling.

Kayu kayu kayu! ENOUGH ALREADY. I'll show YOU what's kayu. Nobody can beat me in being one. That's MY signature MOVE. Hmph.

*One emo post after god knows how long.