I think today I can finally go back to my life, but still keeping certain things the way it is. 

Less than a week has passed but it felt like a year.

My heart is dying to know.

Today is a normal day.

WILL BE. 

MUST BE.

Wait, Wan Ying. Wait. Don't let your imaginations run wild.

Live your life like normal. Like nothing has ever changed.

Wishing for the same thing every year but never came true.

Maybe it's time to stop?

Near or far?

Put more effort or go with the flow?

If I show some effort, would you give me what I want?

Bothered. Over analyzing.

I should stop.

Give me a sign. Show me some hope.

Please let me know.