3 and a half hours til the end of 2010.

Ma ne (Well), I was kind of hoping I could end 2010 with a blast. Guess that couldn't be done anymore.

My 2010 has been an awesome one. So what if it doesn't have a perfect ending to it?

In this year, I met a lot of new people, met lotsa new friends. Had crushes, had my heartbroken, or rather, it was self ignite. I got a job, quit a job and entered a new college. I came to a place that is ever so new. I had to adapt myself to the new culture. I became independent, with my parents not around to help me.

I am a person who usually knows what I want. I also know what I need to improve over the new year. I'm going to make a short but essential new year resolution.

1. Make more new friends
2. I tend to hide up my feelings. I need to be more open about how I feel of people.
3. Stop being jealous of everything I don't have. Because I already have most things one could ever dream of.
4. Appreciate my friends more than finding fault in them. Learn to forgive.
5. Climb up when you fall. Everything's gonna be alright. :)

Happy New Year 2011 everyone. :) Have a great year ahead. I'm sure it will be. If only you believe. But don't just dream. Make it happen. ;)

Wow.

The last post was written in November. I see. I have abandoned this blog for a long time now. If, one month is even considered long.

I'm not even sure if there is anyone reading this anymore. But to those of you who still looks out for an update of my life, this post is definitely what you're looking for.

To start off, I'd like to let you know that it is the finals week of the Fall semester. Projects are due this week and final exams kicked off this morning (though some may have started last week). I'm just stealing some time to write a blog post. You can also call this procrastination. :P

Since the day I arrived here. I realized a drastic change in my internet life. I used to appear on msn every single day but today, I don't even bother to check my msn anymore. In fact, it's Facebook everyday now. So I'm a FB addict. So what? Everyone is. You are one too. :P

I live in a place filled with great musicians, which also gives me motivation to do things I've never thought of doing before. Recently, I want to write songs and also remix songs. The thoughts came after listening to people's work. I thought they were great and I can do that too. I would definitely give it a try after finals.

I had some tunes rearranged for my projects. It may not be the greatest work on Earth, but I thought I did pretty well. It's all up to you to judge. If you would, please click here to listen. :)

Ever since I started having private instructions in Berklee, I realized how bad my techniques were. Eew. I suck. :/ But that doesn't matter. Because I am working hard. And I will improve. The only matter is, how long will it take?

Berklee is truly an amazing place. Boston is amazing. The United States is fucking amazing. I love being here. I met lots of new people here. They may differ in terms of culture, race and skin colour. But they definitely have something in common. They are nice.

As much as I love being here, I really do miss the luxuries I have at home. Having your dishes washed by someone is one of them. Throw your dirty clothes in the laundry basket and have them clean and nicely folded in the closet the next day. Unmade bed? Dirty floor? Come back to your room after breakfast and see the floor sparkle like jewels and the bed nicely made. Oh, the luxuries. Of course I do miss my parents as well. Who else would drive me to supper? And my grandmother. I bother her when I'm bored. And my brother. I annoy the hell outta him and get a good laugh. xD

There seems to be a little health problem here. But everything's going to be fine. I know it. :)

That pretty much summarizes up my absence for the whole month or more. It would mark the starting of my first winter break end of this week. And I hope to be in New York in the holidays.

I have Conducting final tomorrow at 9am, three other exams and one audition coming up. Good luck to me. And good luck to you!

Home

It feels as though time is slipping away
As I lie down on the bed
As my tears subside
Images play in my mind
If only I could turn back time

It wasn't a good day
In fact a lonely day
At times like this
I just want to go home

In the end
Everyone falls back alone
But I have a place to go
I want to go home...

One Word

BUSY. B.U.S.Y.

Busy.

To summarize it all, there's tons of homework, tons of reading, need to spend a lot of time practicing, but all for my own good. So no complaints so far. :)

Teachers are awesome, met new friends, life is good in Boston.

I'm having a great time here. I'm well fed (but not growing horizontally yet).

Today's a Friday which also means HOLIDAY. Cuz I have no class. And I will be locking myself at home doing assignments and then lock myself in the practice room.

Okay. Gotta go do my hair now. Bye bye.

Boston Life

Life has been busy. Travelling, moving in, getting stuff, settling down, adapting, meetings... Wherever I go, I need to walk, or take the bus or subway, which is very tiring at the end of the day. I don't get internet very often. Whenever I do, the line either sucked or I just don't have time for it.

Now, I'm waitin...

*10-15mins later...*

Ok, now I'm typing this in Haviland street where the music therapy building is and I'm gonna go register my courses now so that I get classes to attend next week.

Btw my PA is ensem. :P

Since I'm leaving soon, my facebook wall has been flooded with touching messages, comments and all.

One of it's from my lil bro bro.

Kian Hong Its time to say goodbye and goodl luck to my DEAREST , LOVELY jiejie ♥ ! Will miss u all the time while u at boston ! Good luck for everything ! ♥ ♥

Kian Hong This is the last time i want to say goodbye to my sis! Once again , Goodluck on everything !! (: . Miss you ♥

First time I see my brother saying out how he felt hahahaha. It makes me want to laugh. :)

The second man I love dearly other than my dad is my brother. :)

*Note that I say MAN. So grow up lil bro bro! Stop playing maple and study hard!

Shampoo

昨天是个值得纪念的日子。 为什么呢? 昨天是：

1。 黑色星期五 - 倒霉~

2。 我的送别会

跟 朋友出去买东西不小心撞到后面的卡车，爆了镜。 心痛到要命！看来我车子拿去修理的这几天，我都没有车子用了。 啊！！！我要出去玩啊！不仅如此，回到家后才发现另外两个朋友也都出车祸。真是倒霉透了。 后来想开电脑玩一玩，却不知怎么搞的！连电脑也跟我作对！整个荧幕漆黑一片，怎么开关也搞不了。

虽然是说衰气到头，可是也可以说是因祸得福。 =) 一回到家就看到朋友们都到齐了。 很是开心。 我们吃吃喝喝聊聊天，然后又在吃吃喝喝个不停。 xD 然后就来了一个 free jamming session， 一直到凌晨两点，直到某人把我们赶走。 =。=

为了留念，我们拍了好多好多好多的照片！有正经的，有搞笑的。。。 搞笑的比较多啦！ 看这他们几个大男人扮可爱，死的都笑翻生啦！就因为这样，在mamak 档喝茶时我只投入在照片里面，对着照片傻笑。 别人可能认为我神经错乱，可是其实我是高兴到神志不清。 XD

感想 (意思是我将说出心里话。若不能承受恶心，感动的字眼请立即关闭窗口)：

昨 天晚上我真的玩得很开心。 就犹如我所说的，这是我第一次搞 bbq 而且还叫了这么多人来的。 通常都只会邀请一两个较要好的朋友。可是今年我多了好多个要好的朋友。 虽然只是认识你们几个月，可是我总觉得那股默契是存在的。 跟你们玩band，喝茶，出去吃喝玩乐 我都很开心。什么深入探讨，freestyle，是不可能忘记的！

其实我也很怕，我走了以后，我们之间的友情会慢慢消失。毕竟我们认识没多久，而且也不常出来玩。 可是过了昨天，我很肯定我在你们心里的位置， 很肯定你们绝对不会忘了我。 =) 我也不会忘记你们的。 而且还会很想很想你们，很想很想我们在一起的时光。

我很感谢能拥有你们这一班朋友。我很感谢你们陪我度过这难熬的九个月 (我非常空闲)。 那么，为了报答各位，我已经决定了。我没有成功之前是不会回来的！

开玩笑。反正明年五月我就回来了。我们到时再见，在一起疯狂吧！希望我们之间的距离不会远到那里去。 保持联络吧！Facebook，msn，skype 都找得到我的。

Ini orang banyak comel. xD

我走了以后，要记得想我哦~！！ xoxo